Friday, May 31, 2013



Don't expect God
to remember you
in winter when you
forgot Him in summer.

The more natives you kill
the less chance you
have of surviving.

I live for my laughs
& my audience
loves my laughs.

Were you to 'have to' bow your head to God in order to survive; how are you going to do that if you hadn't been thinking along those lines?

If you want to live longer,
get a clock that goes backwards
& make sure the numbers are in reverse.

Controlling of societies is easy;
take the opportunities away.

The nature of the mind
is to create.
An undisciplined mind
can only create
drama & problems.

Money rules
by greedy fools.



Without collective thinking;
there is no such thing as service.

I surrendered
my life
to humanity.

The ultimate way
to use power
is not to.

Only fearless beings
are interested
in the unknown.

Everyone who meets me
is faced with the Truth.

There is no such thing
as a country without a society,
otherwise it's just land.

As long as you're breathing
you are always home.

For those who
don't know
where home is;
there is no hope.

When there is no food left
all you'll be left with
will be the chemicals.

The more chemicals
the less food.

If your voice
isn't musical,
don't disturb
the Silence.

is based
on Time.

Without the bees
you won't be able
to turn over
a new leaf
and that's
a fact.

Without fruit there won't be any
partridge in a pear tree.
The song will go,
"and a partridge in a bare tree."

If you don't know
what gratitude is
you can't play that game.



Xmas was on its way again so mi mum asked me and mi sisters what we would like for the occasion.

"I want a Brindle Greyhound for Xmas so I can go rabbiting on the moors." I said.

"You're getting no bloody Brindle Greyhound out of me!" sez Iris.

"Then why bother to ask me what I want?"

This type of conversation went backwards and forwards all the way up till a couple of weeks before Xmas.

One evening, Iris said to me, "You can have a Springer Spaniel if you want a dog but I'm not buying a bloody Greyhound. They look like they've never been fed for a bloody month of Sundays!"

I was not interested in a Springer Spaniel but that's what they decided to buy me for Xmas so I just had to make the best of it. I picked the puppy up from the station on the 24th of December. Although I did not want a Springer Spaniel, it was a bit hard not to like it when I opened the crate and it ran out and licked my face. It was so happy to be out of the crate as it ran around in small circles not knowing what to do.

Over the months, Raja grew into a fine dog but my heart was never in him because I always wanted a Greyhound. 'Spaniels are not bad dogs.' I thought but they're no use at catching rabbits. During the day when we were at school and Iris and Jim were at work, Raja lived downstairs in the large cellar room. It was a great big room with a concrete slab floor and a sliding window, which let lots of light in for him.


At around this time, I had devised another business scheme where I could make misen a good few bob as the price of cigarettes and sweets was always going up. Ryburn School used to run a school lunch program. Every child who wanted to eat the school dinners could do so for 5/- a week. Some kids used to live quite close to the school so they would usually go home for dinners. Boston Street was about a 15 minute run from Ryburn School. Unbeknownst to mi mother, I decided to keep mi 5/- dinner money and run home of a lunch time and make misen a cup of tea and some toast and jam. Now I had 5 bob a week extra to survive on. After I had been doing this for about a month I had another hair-brained scheme which I presented to a few of the boys who used to smoke behind the back of the Gym.

"This is how it works." I said "You all get 5 bob a week from your mothers for your school dinner, so every Monday morning, instead of paying the 5 bob to the class teacher you can pay me 2/6d and keep 2/6d for yourselves and out of the 2/6d you pay me you can come down to mi mothers place and I'll make you all 4 pieces of toast with margarine and raspberry jam on it. Oh, and one pot of tea between however many of you decide to come."

"That's not a bad idea Dick Lad." Said one boy. "4 pieces of toast and jam will be much tastier than those rotten school dinners and I'll have half-a-crown a week left for fags. I'll start next Monday!"

Before the following Monday morning had rolled around I had signed up 4 boys for my school dinner scheme. When Monday mornings arrived, each boy gave me half-a-crown, which meant I had collected 10 bob plus I own 5 bob dinner money. That meant I now had 15 bob in mi pocket. I was rich, beyond my imagination.

There was about 20 large slices in a loaf of bread. I had already figured out that I could feed all 4 boys for a cost of about 4 bob a week. 15/- minus 4 bob expenses would leave me with 11 bob a week, clear profit!

The first Monday we all met a pre-arranged area in the playground and as soon as all 4 boys were present we took off at a fast run down to mi mums house. Before we got to the top of Boston Street I told the boys that they were to go down to the front door of the house because most of the neighbors lived in the back kitchens during the day and I didn't want nosy neighbors telling mi mum that a bunch of schoolboys were seen entering her premises when she was away at work. I made each boy 4 pieces of toast and jam and a cup of Liptons' tea. After everyone was finished, I cleaned the place up so mi mum would not know, then we made our way slowly back up the hill to school, smoking and laughing and having a good old time!

Each morning, before I went to school, I would buy a large loaf of bread and hide it in mi room along with the jar of jam and the tub of margarine. After a couple of months of this, I got so good at cooking up the toast without burning it that the boys gave me the nickname of 'Toast Man'.


One day a couple of the boys decided they'd had enough toast and jam to last them till the end of their school days so they stopped coming for toast and went back to paying for school dinners. This meant I was now 2 customers short and minus 5 bob a week, which I had already got used to having, therefore, I had to go back around the school Gym wall at first break and drum up some more business.

Johnny Brown decided he would like to give a couple of week's trial and another boy, Ted Eubanks said he'd start coming down as well. Eubanks was a great big fat kid who was well known as one of the schools toughest bullies, so I didn't have a great deal of say in the matter.

The first week Brown and Eubanks paid their half crown each and everything seemed to go quite well until Eubanks started asking for more than the agreed upon amount of toast.

"Give me another couple a' pieces of toast, Swindells! I'm still hungry!"

"No." I said. "4 slices is what you’ve paid for and you've already eaten all 4. There's no more for you until tomorrow!"

"I'm not coming down here next week! I don't like like this bloody deal!" said Eubanks.

"Suit ya' self. You're the only one who has ever complained so far."

The following Monday when I went around the boys to collect their half-crowns, Eubanks said "I'm not coming down this week. I'm spending the whole 5 bob on fags. Anyway, I'm already sick of toast and jam."

"Alright, no problem." I said. "I'll find somebody else to replace you."

The following day, which was Tuesday, Eubanks said to me, "I've spent all mi money on fags so I've got nowt left to buy misen some lunch with. Can I come down to your place for some toast?"

"No, you didn't pay your money yesterday, the same as the other boys did so you can't come this week. You can start coming down again next week as long as you pay the half-crown on Monday morning."

"I'm comin' down with Brownie at lunch time whether you like it or not!"

"You can walk down with Brownie as far as you like but you won't be coming in!"

When lunchtime arrived, Eubanks fell in at Brownies side and refused to leave. He walked all the way down to mi mums' house. When I let the boys in through the front door, Eubanks forced his way into the house and refused to leave. As I was making the toast and tea for everyone in mi mums' kitchen, he started to make a big nuisance of himself and made rude jokes about mi mums' house so I said to him, "Alright Ted, I'll make you a deal. If you go back out the front door, I'll push a piece of toast through the letter box for you."

After a few minutes he agreed to go out of the houses but not before I threatened to call the cops and tell them he forced his way into mi mums' house. Before he left the kitchen, because I had the upper hand over him, he pulled out his dick and stuck it in mi mums' teapot and started to laugh. He also encouraged the other boys to laugh. This made me really angry. I said to one of the other boys, "Alright, go and call the cops and if not I'll go and call them and put you all in with Eubanks!"

"Alright Swindells, I'm going." Eubanks said "But I still want mi piece of toast shoved through the letter box."

"Not before you're out of here!" I said.

Once this big fat bully was outside, I locked the door behind him.

'BANG, BANG, BANG!' He knocked very loudly on the front door.

"What do you want?" I said.

"Shove mi piece of toast through!"

"Fuck you Eubanks. I changed mi mind now!"

"I'll go around to the back door and make a commotion so the neighbors know what's going on!"

"Fuck you!" I said as I walked away from the front door.

3 minutes later he was thumping on the back door. I shouted though the letterbox to him, "Go away, you're making a nuisance out of yourself!"

"If you give me one piece of toast I'll go away quietly and not bother you again."

"Alright." I said. "One piece and that's it!"

As soon as a piece of toast and jam was ready, I said to him, through the letter box, "I've got one piece here for you and I'll shove it through the letter box if you promise to go away and leave us alone!"

"Alright, shove it through!"

I opened the letterbox door and pushed the piece of toast and jam through. Fat pudgy fingers grabbed it and it disappeared out of sight.

I thought that was going to be the end of it but after a couple of minutes he started to shout and bang on the door again!

"What d'ya want now?" I said.

"Give me some more toast Swindells. I'm hungry!"

"Go away. You've already had one piece and your reneging in the deal!"

"I'm not going until you give me another slice!"

As I was watching the toast cook, I noticed a slice that had a large air-bubble in it but the whole didn't go all the way through to the other side. I had a brainwave!!

"I'll get rid of him." I said to the boys.

"What ya gonna' do Dick?" said Brownie.

"Just watch me and you'll see."

Opening mi mothers' cutlery drawer, I took out an old butter knife and opened the cellar door.

"Don't feed that piece of toast to the dog, Dick. I'll eat it."

"You wont' eat it when I'm finished with it!" I said.

"Where ya going with the toast and knife, Dick?"

"Come on and I'll show you."

When we all got down the cellar steps Raja was happy see us all and I was happy to see what Raja had left on the cellar floor! Bending down over a large solid dog turd, I sliced a big piece off of it and pushed it into the air bubble hole in the piece of toast.

"Lets go back upstairs." I said, amidst 3 loud, laughing voices.

"Now what?" said Brownie.

"Now I'm going to cover the dog shit with a liberal serving of margarine and jam."

"Then what?"

"Then, I'm going to push it through the letterbox for Eubanks. Just watch!"

"Eubanks!" I called out.

"Where's my toast Swindells?"

"Coming right up Teddy." I said. "Open the letterbox!"

The letterbox opened and I pushed the dog shit sandwich through. The fat fingers grabbed it and the letterbox snapped tightly shut.

We all sat down at mi mums table and waited for the results. Eubanks voice boomed through the letterbox again.

"That was really great! Give me one more slice and I really will go this time Swindells. I won't bother you anymore after that and I won't beat you up either!"

"Alright Ted but this is definitely the last piece! All right?"

"All right Swindells, it's a deal."

After toasting a piece of bread I dug out a large hole in one side of it and then went back downstairs in the cellar and filled the hole with some fresh dog shit spread. Back upstairs I covered the dogshit spread with another liberal amount of margarine and jam.

"Last piece coming through Ted!" I said, as I again pushed the slice of toast through the letterbox door.

Everybody maintained silence again as we listened for Ted crunching down on the dogshit sandwich. After he'd finished he called through the letterbox, "Thanks Swindells, that was great. It'll keep me going until 4 O'clock this afternoon. You're not a bad bloke after all! It will save me the trouble of beating you up now. I'm off! See you all later. I watched him walk past mi mums' kitchen window and off up the street he went.

"Alright, the coast is clear. Eubanks has gone!" I said.

Raucous laughter burst out of everyone for about 10 minutes.

"That was really a good show Dick", said Tony Steele.

"He won't stick his dick in mi mums' teapot again for some time!" I said, between laughs.

"Come on, let's get cleaned up or we'll be late back for school."

Later on that afternoon, Johnnie Brown came to see me at one of the school breaks.

"Ted's after you Dick. He's gonna' punch your head in after school!"

"Why would he be after me?" I said. "The last time I saw him leaving mi mums' house he was all right towards me?"

"He knows you put dog shit on his pieces of toast!"

"Well, if he found out, it must have come from you."

"It just sort-of slipped out when we were talking in class." Brownie said.

"Like hell! You told him on purpose Brown! Here's the rest of ya weeks dinner money back. I don't want to hang around with you anymore. You're either for me or against me so it's pretty plain to me that you're against me, which is alright by me because at least I know where I stand with you now!"

Brownie was not too happy about what I said because I told him the Truth.


Eubanks was waiting for me with his cronies when I came out of class at 4 O'clock. I had to dodge around him so as not to get beaten up. I gave Eubanks the slip for about 2 weeks until finally one evening; him and his mates were hiding behind a wall in wait for me!

When he finally grabbed hold of me he gave me 2 or 3 hard punches before I was able to get away. Brown showed his true colors because he was with Eubanks at the time, egging him on and laughing.

I was determined that Eubanks would not make me cry and as soon as he let go of my Blazer, I made my getaway at top speed. Eubanks was a fatty so he could not catch me, although he tried.

"SCREW YOU EUBANKS!" I said as I ran down the road. "YOU TOO BROWN!"


Thursday, May 30, 2013



You can only imagine the known.
The unknown is unimaginable.

To get free
of something
one has to
in it.

For all the 'world saviors' out there; This is what I learned as a child: "Little nanny Etticoat in a white petticoat, the longer she lives the shorter she grows."

The candle gives light
at its own expense

People with
no inner light
live in dark days.

A committed man
lives a dangerous life.
He has no options or choices.

A wise man
does the

are for

What you are
not aware of
is choosing
for you
all the

Without collective thinking;
there is no such thing as service.

I surrendered
my life
to humanity.

The ultimate way
to use power
is not to.

Only fearless beings
are interested
in the unknown.

Everyone who meets me
is faced with the Truth.

There is no such thing
as a country without a society,
otherwise it's just land.

As long as you are breathing
you are always close to home.

For those who
don't know
where home is;
there is no hope.

When there is no food left
all you'll be left with
will be the chemicals.

The more chemicals
the less food.

If your voice
isn't musical,
don't disturb
the Silence.

is based
on Time.

Without fruit there won't be any
partridge in a pear tree.
The song will go,
"and a partridge in a bare tree."

If you don't know
what gratitude is
you can't play that game.

The work cannot happen
without a quiet mind.

Like anything,
once you stop chasing it,
it will come to you.

What's your is yours
and always will be yours.
What's not is not
& never will be.
Why worry, Yorky mate.

The mechanics
of consciousness
& how the mind works.

It's not possible to get free
from what you're not aware of.
That's where suffering comes in.

Stay in the silence.
Don't come out.

The safest place
is in the silence.

Arrogance says, "I know"
& will not ask.
Humility says, "I don't know"
& therefore asks.

What effect
are you going to cause,
out of ignorance?

Wednesday, May 29, 2013



Nothing left to eat,
nothing left to steal,
the show's over.

Greed manifests
by desiring more
than you need.

There's something
for everyone
in my world.

To help the world
you have to drop
out of it & once
you do that you
will realize
it doesn't
need help.

What causes consciousness
to come into being
in the first place?
Find that out &
you'll be free of it.

The more
lies you accept
the more afraid
of the Truth
you will become.

All ideas
come from
the Planets,
& man thinks
they're his.

How can it
not be different
with Pluto traversing the

No more
'back to business'
as usual.

I have no use
for fantasies.

What's it
going to

If you don't
pass the test,
you won't survive.


In order for the saboteur
to live it has to keep
adapting to situations.

When the thought of sabotage
makes you nauseous
then you know you're
getting somewhere.

Attention comes
before interest.
You can't have

My duty is to maintain my integrity.
The only way I can help anyone
is by maintaining my integrity

The way I live my life;
wishing oneself well.

The war is
on ignorance.

You've got to be alive
to look at your own death.

Sabotage restricts
your freedom of expression.

The American Dream
was funded by
the American dollar.

When the dream
is over
you wake up &
the content
of the dream
a vague

This is Perfect.
That is Perfect.
From the Perfect
springs the Perfect.

Anyone who has dis-empowered themselves
for their survival can never be happy.

In order to be happy you
have to empower yourself.

There's no such thing
as a weak, happy man.

Put a weak man in a power position &
he will make millions of people unhappy.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013


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Necessity always gets supported.
Wants & don't-wants don't.

The only way to survive is
through stability of mind.

Situations are not permanent.
How can life be permanent?
The world is made up of situations,
no situations - no world.

All Karma means is;
an incorrect response
to the situation.
Correct responses
do not create Karma.
Karma simply means;
doing nothing in the
absence of something.

Your world is
as you believe
it to be.
Withdraw your belief
& it ceases to exist.

The man with a silent mind
has no 'personal world'.

A person
is glued
by concepts.

Don't take it personal
and it will cease to exist.

The childs' first breath is out.
The Sadhus' last breath is in.

Everyones world
hangs on one breath.

You may like to live
to the ripe old age of 100,
but is it necessary?

Politics are there
to confuse the people,
not help them.

How can you move it if you can't feel it?
If you are moved to do something,
then you must have felt it.

Never have I met
a Truth I didn't like.

This blog is for people
who are having a hard time
growing up.

Everyone that I have ever met
has given me something.

You can't
go to

There is
only conflict
on the
surface of life.
In my world
there are no
& no conflict.

Monday, May 27, 2013



For those of you out there
who refuse to move, know this,
that your days are numbered.

Who do you do when
'too big to fail'
becomes 'too big
to survive'?
The next stage
after that
is cannibalism.

You can only imagine the known.
The unknown is unimaginable.

Do less &

If you need a reason
to do something
then don't do it
because it isn't
coming out of love.
Love in action
doesn't need reasons.

A little bit of gratitude
goes a long way.
Imagine what a
big bit will do?

If you like your life
don't take Sanyas.
It will never be the same.
I can assure you of that.

People have made
a lot of mistakes
buying pictures.

Peoples' war;
religion & resources.

A massive ocean of greed & lies;
The last wave is upon us.

It's what every body wants.
It's what every body needs.
And no one has
the guts or balls
to take it.

I give everyone the medicine
but I cannot force you to take it.

God gives you the tools.
The Guru shows you
how to use them.

No light.
No world.

No food
No culture.

You end up
from wrong

No book can give you
the direct experience.
What you are
looking for
is not in books.

Words, in and of themselves, are dead.
It is you who infuses them with life force.
Take another step and you will find
there is no world without you.
Once you know that,
you are free to create
as many worlds as you like.

There's nobody better than me
& there's no one worse than me.

'Doing the work'
means not getting
in the way.

The Planets
write the Blog.

Sunday, May 26, 2013



If you
want more
from life
than the basics,
then you are in trouble.

You don't exist
when I close my eyes.
You exist when
I open my eyes.

The kind of power that
I'm talking about takes
incredible courage to manifest.
There is not a man alive
who it does not reside in.

The Question is;
Do you have what it takes?

To attain
the greater
you have to
give up
the lesser.

What are you
interested in?
Are you interested in
endless creation
or destruction?

What are you not willing to give up?

One has to
maintain their integrity
wherever they live.

I don't change,
time changes.

While people are still
talking about it
nothing will change.


This too
shall pass.

Empires come & go.
And what about the
New World Order,
what happened to
the old?

Everything I suffered,
everything I gave up,
everything I attained,
I offered for free,
no one wanted it.
Therefore, I will give
you what you want -
Ask and you shall receive it.

The only way to get the fox
out of the trap was to kill it.
There are many traps in life,
hence death is necessary.

If you want this
you have to give up that.
I gave up this life
for that.

Happiness or sadness
has no sway over me.

You can put your childish toys away
and move on, or the times will take
them away from you, regardless.

It's very simple,
it's either


Inner security~
Where else will you find it?

I look in awe.
I am unable to
describe what I see.
It stuns me!
My mind maintains
silence in its presence.
It is intelligent enough
to know that.

When the laws of the land
are in tune & in keeping,
with the laws of Nature,
societies grow & flourish

Saturday, May 25, 2013



There is nowhere to go.
There is no going backwards,
no going forward.
Timeless Being

You're either asleep or awake.
There's no in-between;
that's a fantasy.

This is a Planet of sleepwalkers.
Sleepwalkers are woken up by the
cold, hard facts of reality.

Only a man
who lives in Peace
can rest in Peace.


A mind that is addicted to worrying will worry about anything & everything. Should it not be able to find anything to worry about, it will invent something.

you become
aware of,

What must that be
if the distractions
are like this?
The bigger
the distractions,
the bigger
that's hidden
from view.

The man
who performs
his duties
has a very good
with his God.

One cannot get away
with anything,
living with the Guru.

has an Inner Guru,
even the mass-murderer
has an inner Guru.
That is our
Supreme Protector.

with the

To be happy where you are
imagine where you'd like
to be is terrible.



Prisoners of time, felons of the mind
We break the laws, commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

Man where are you going with your technology?
It's based on greed and violence
And it's called democracy.
No time to stop and listen
No time to ponder why
We're headed for disaster
The Universe will cry.

Prisoners of Time
Felons of the mind
We break the laws, commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

Children there are many
Values there are few.
No time to stop and play with them
Because the credits due.
It's business as usual
A frozen pack will do.
The TV's going constantly
Designer clothes and shoes.

Prisoners of Time
Felons of the mind
We break the laws, commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

Vote for me, send me a fax
Vote for me, I'll cut your tax
Vote for me, please vote for me
I'm all for the death penalty.
Vote for me, I want your power
Vote for me this very hour.
Vote for me and don't despise
The fact that I am full of lies.

Prisoners of time
Felons of the mind
We break the laws. commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

We say that we want answers
But I don't think we do.
The pain of feeling separateness
Well, that's addictive too.
Who am I without problems?
Who am I without name?
Who am I without shape and form?
Who am I without fame?

Prisoners of time
Felons of the mind
We break the laws, commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

For those of us who will not share,
For those of us who do not care
For those of us who will not bend
Well, it's fast coming to an end.
'Cause time is an illusion,
created by the mind
And once the mind stops moving,
There's no such thing as time.

Prisoners of time
Felons of the mind
We break the laws, commit the crimes
We sell our soul for nickels and dimes.

Friday, May 24, 2013



Peace is
bad for

No one can accuse you
of being ignorant
when you speak the Truth.

You can't practice
being in the Now.

You can't
the Now

The basis
of manipulation
is separation.

Trust in the Space
between the Breath.

We came with everything
we need to make us happy.

warts & all.

When one is afraid of their power
they don't deserve to live.

Talking is

All thinking & talking are expressions of the Matrika Shakti. Words become infused with that power. The power in words; the Matrika Shakti.

I guess I don't have much
because I don't want much.
I always found the
basic necessities enough.

Were I to be accepted by Society
& have followers then I would know,
for sure, that I was doing something wrong.

Only correct actions
bring correct results.

Sabotage restricts your
freedom of expression.

Even Jesus had to have a day job;
what is this world coming to.

Wednesday, May 22, 2013



A Balanced
state of mind.

The closer one gets to themselves,
the better they get to know themselves.

When the lights go out,
the urge to merge
will no longer surge.

When you are on time
how can you be in time?

"Time ~ You're on!"

I do have the power to help people. I carry the power to help people because I already put myself beyond help. Next time you see yourself trying to help people, know that it's not for them; it's for you. When you're truly ready to help people you will LEAVE THEM ALONE!

There is a lot of power in the hands. When you're in debt your life is not in your own hands; it's in someone elses.

There is no such thing as a person.
What you call a person is a bundle
of habits, ideas & desires.

If you don't want to come back to the level of consciousness you're at now then clean up your debts & mess. They can only drag you down.

Debts are a millstone around your neck. (A millstone is a large, heavy, round stone with a hole in the center. In days gone by when someone was accused of being a warlock or a witch, a millstone was tied around their neck. They were then thrown into the river. If they drowned they were innocent. If they came to the surface, it was proof-positive they were a warlock or a witch.)

It's a one-way street. I don't do one-way streets. On the road to love, it's a two-way.

The Truth is easy to find. Take your thumb and first finger and place them in your mouth. Hold the tongue firmly and you will know the Truth. Truth manifests Itself as Silence.

As a child, a teacher said to me (in a not-too-pleasant tone) "Empty vessels
make the most noise, boy!"

All talk & promises of security are blatant lies. There is no such thing as security in an insecure world.

A tap on the head
in the correct place &
the show's over.

I wonder if the people
who work for the RSPCA
are vegetarians?

You can only
have fun with it
when you've done it.

The world is your oyster &
I AM the irritant.
I will turn you
into a Pearl of Wisdom.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013



Once you have the skill of
transmuting fear into joy,
you've cracked it.

Fear of death
simply means
fear of the unknown.

To the Enlightened mind
there is no such thing as
'what next'?
It's always
'What now'?

"What now'? is the
most loving thing
you can do for yourself.

'What next?'
has the potential
to create fear & panic.

You impart reality
to the world
through your existence
as a name, shape & form.

When you, yourself,
are profiting from war,
why would you want it to stop?
The same applies to slavery.

didn't bring me
to this place,
circumstances did.

that's alive
has to live
with the
fear of death
whether it
likes it or not.

What's the most loving thing
you can do for yourself?

The Mantra is
the most important
thing in life.
It's the difference
between life & death.

If I can't change it,
I have to accept it.
Nothing has changed.
It's always been like this.
It's you that wasn't aware of it.
The good news is, awareness of it changes it.


If you ask me with
love in your heart,
I'll do it.
I'll do anything
for love.

You can't wish
something into existence
if it's not meant to be.

It's necessary,
therefore, it's good.

'Business as usual'
has to go.

When you put conditions
on unconditioned love
it is no longer unconditioned,
it is a business deal.

Monday, May 20, 2013



If you want
a relationship
with someone,
use their name.

It's all practice.
No matter what
happens in life,
maintain stability
or else you'll sink.

There is only a need
for man-made laws
when one doesn't
follow God's laws.

When politics
divide people,
they are conquered.

You are your own last hope.
If you live in hope
then you will die in hope.

F^ck fantasy & dreams.
I'll take my
chances with reality.

There is
no identity
without a head.

People need
peoples attention
because it
gives them
a sense of reality.

If you take
your attention
off of God,
then you
don't really exist.

God & existence
are inseparable

Everyone knows God.
You may not like Him;
no one is forcing you to.

All those who say
they don't
believe in God,
you can only
believe in what you know.

If you've never heard of God,
how can you say,
"I don't believe in Him."

See God in yourself &
re-cog-nize who you are.

You can't say
you don't like mince pies
if you've never had one.
You can't say
you don't believe in Astrology
unless you've studied it.

Next time someone tells you,
"I don't believe in ghosts",
ask them when they last saw one.

If you see something
beyond your imagination,
generally speaking,
you will hear these words,
"I don't believe it"!

How can you deny
what is beyond
your imagination?

Life-supporting desires
manifest very quickly.

Love has the most power.
There's a little bit
of it in everyone.
Don't try to save the world,
save your own little bit.

Love is
a state of Being,
not something you
barter for at the market.

Peace will come
after Nuclear warfare.
There won't be
many left
to disturb it.


The new never comes
until the old is gone.

The less illusions you have
the less pain you're going to feel.

Sunday, May 19, 2013



There's a big difference
between fear & curiosity.
Which camp are you in?
Fear is of the unknown,
curiosity is of the known.

The less illusions you have
the less pain you're going to feel.

Only the ignorant
get bored.

Selfish people
don't experience
the joy of gratitude.

How can you feel gratitude
if you don't express it?

People who live
in shallow waters
live shallow lives.


Go back to the
state before thought.

Consider yourself fortunate.
Create your own saving grace.

A man prayed to God & asked for His Grace.
Said God to the man, "If I give it you,
you'll never do it for yourself.
You'll always be a beggar".

I did it, therefore you can do it.

It's the DNA
that desires,
not you.
You are not
your DNA.

Enlightenment is not
something you get,
it's something
you give up.

is only the beginning.

To think & feel on behalf of another
means you don't see a difference.

Where you
see differences,
I don't.

The mind
investigates consciousness
& the heart transcends it.

Death is
your best friend.
It saves you from
getting stuck
in the world.

Everything is possible
in the field of
all possibilities.

Saturday, May 18, 2013




There is no justice among the people anymore,
therefore, how are you going to survive?
You can't, you won't, it's not possible.

I don't need a 10 acre Ashram & a half-a-million devotees.
I don't need a marketing company either.
All you need to know about yourself
is tattooed on my forehead. I did it for you.

Life is like
a big masquerade party.
How many masks
are you wearing?

Wouldn't it be better to
give up your toys now, rather
than have them taken away?

I have created my life
exactly as it is;
not by doing,
by refusing.

What I have gone through in life you can benefit from. All you have to be is receptive & open. What I have gone through, you don't have have to.

Peace will always
win over violence.
It's simple;
the violent ones go
& the peaceful ones stay.

The pain & misery of life
causes one to search
for the solutions.

I never miss
an opportunity
to manifest love.

I'm feeling
the good
because I
dealt with
the bad.

One cannot separate
the world situation
from the Planets.

Were you to leave the radio on 24/7
it would eventually burn out;
likewise, with the mind.

Look at the lies
people tell themselves.

Just as the insurance companies have policies,
life, too, has its policies.
The best one is honesty.

The greatest tragedy in life
is not manifesting your potential.
You let us all down.

My appearance
created my life &
decided your destiny.

I couldn't go back.
My appearance decided that.

Friday, May 17, 2013





To get free
of the illusion
of time,
you have to
have some.

Time I AM the Destroyer of All Things.
If you want to live forever,
don't become anything.
Not forgetting, of course,
that there is no such thing
as forever without Time.

Don't think you're going to escape from the prison of time by going to heaven. In heaven, they measure time by eternities.

Next time you're on your own, whenever that may be, try this little experiment. Talk, out loud about yourself for 20 minutes without using the words I & AM. At the end of 20 minutes you will become the observed, not the observer. You will experience witness consciousness. The object of the experiment is annihilation. When the penny hits the deck, I know you'll understand. If & when the shock wears off, you'll thank me.

Ever wonder why babies have so much light?
They haven't used it all up yet.



What is time?
Time is an agreed to
span of nothingness.

People don't
live on the Earth
they live on concrete.

I live a life of abundance
without waste.

If you cant
separate it
then you'll
have to
transcend it.

I have lived many,
many lifetimes
in this one life and
I haven't finished yet.

If you don't want to be afraid of the unknown, then get familiar with it. Put all your belief systems aside for a while, even for a few moments, & I will introduce you.

He couldn't change things,
but that didn't mean that
he had to participate.

Your 'there' is not quite 'there', therefore, stick at it. I have great confidence in you. I was like you & you will be like me, in spite of yourself.